About

Kamilah Harrison

Christian Writer | Thoughtful Observer | Encourager

I’m Kamilah Harrison, a writer, mother of two, technologist, entrepreneur, and woman learning what it means to live a life fully surrendered to God.

For most of my life, I have been a builder.

I have spent more than 25 years working in technology, beginning in network engineering and eventually moving into marketing technology, digital systems, business architecture, and entrepreneurship. I have always had the kind of mind that wants to understand how things connect, why they work, where they break, and how they can be rebuilt better.

For a long time, I thought that was simply how my brain worked. Now, I believe God designed me that way and guided me through each of those places for a reason.

But this website is not primarily about building a personal brand.

I tried that before, and honestly, I hated it. It felt performative and disconnected from who I really was, so I quietly faded away from it.

This feels different.

I have lived more life now. I have walked through loss, motherhood, ambition, entrepreneurship, disappointment, reinvention, faith, and the slow work of becoming. There are things God has placed close to my heart that I feel compelled to share, and writing feels like the most honest way for me to do that.

My life was shaped early by tragedy. My father was murdered the month before I turned seven years old. I did not have the language then to explain what that loss did to me, but it changed the trajectory of my life. It left me navigating the world without a father and carrying vulnerabilities I would not fully understand until much later.

Becoming a mother changed me in another way. My children introduced me to a kind of love, responsibility, and purpose that is both sacrificial and deeply joyful. They are two of the greatest joys of my life, and loving them has shaped how I understand commitment, stewardship, courage, and what truly matters.

But the greatest turning point in my life was my encounter with Christ.

I grew up in church with my grandmother. I attended services, considered myself a Christian, and even served in ministry. But being around the things of God was not the same as having a life surrendered to God.

I knew church, but I did not yet understand surrender.

Before Christ became the center of my life, I was largely chasing my own desires, ambitions, and ideas about what would make my life meaningful. I wanted success. I wanted growth. I wanted to become more. But I did not yet understand that becoming who I was created to be would require more than ambition, discipline, or achievement.

It would require Christ.

My encounter with Him awakened a hunger for the things of God and began the ongoing work of changing me from the inside out.

Everything good in me now, I owe to Christ.

I am still ambitious. I still build. I still dream.

But I am learning that purpose is not simply about what we are called to do. It is also about who we must become to carry what God entrusts to us well.

That becoming often happens in places no one applauds.

In private decisions. Hidden motives. Ordinary faithfulness. Repentance. Restraint. Service. Waiting. Obedience.

The kind of growth God produces in us is often much deeper than the success we once imagined for ourselves.

Ecclesiastes has become grounding for me because it refuses to flatter our illusions. So much of what we chase is vapor. Achievement, recognition, success, pleasure, and even certainty cannot carry the weight we place on them.

Life has meaning when it is lived in reverence for God, in obedience to Him, and for His glory.

That conviction is at the root of this website.

I write about faith, Scripture, identity, surrender, purpose, ambition, culture, growth, and the journey between where we are now and what God is forming in us.

I am especially interested in the questions underneath the lives we are trying so hard to build.

What if success is not what we thought it was?

What if becoming our “best self” is not really the goal?

What if God is more interested in shaping who we are becoming than helping us build the life we planned?

I want to examine beliefs that culture has normalized but that do not hold up under the truth of God’s Word. I want to encourage people without flattering them, speak truth without pretending I have mastered it, and make room for the honest questions that come with following Christ.

I love breaking down Scripture, exhorting people, and helping them see familiar ideas more clearly. I love discovering the thread beneath the text and considering what the Word of God requires of us beyond what is easy, popular, or comfortable.

I write because I believe God has placed certain things on my mind and deep in my heart for the benefit of others.

I want my words to help loosen whatever has been holding someone back, bring clarity where there has been confusion, and help people become more attentive to who God is shaping them to be.

Because sometimes the question is not simply, “What is my purpose?”

Sometimes the better question is:

Who do I need to become to walk faithfully in it?

The promise may be real, even when the process is long.

I am 47, and I do not believe my life is nearly done. I am still alive, still building, still learning, and still being transformed by Christ.

I do not write as someone who has figured everything out.

I write as a thoughtful observer, an encourager, and a storyteller paying attention to what God is teaching me along the way.

Paul wrote, “Follow me as I follow Christ.”

I hold that with humility.

I do not want anyone to follow my personality, preferences, ambitions, or opinions. But where my life reflects Christ, where my words agree with His Word, and where my journey can help someone walk more faithfully with Him, I am willing to say: come alongside me as I continue following Him.

My desire is to become the kind of vessel described in 2 Timothy 2: one set apart, useful to the Master, prepared for every good work, pursuing righteousness, faith, love, and peace, and able to teach with patience and gentleness.

A meaningful life, to me, is not a life that makes my name great.

It is a life that honors God in everything and leaves no confusion about who deserves the glory.

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Faith gets real when it touches ambition, disappointment, waiting, identity, purpose, and how we thought our plans would work. That’s what I write about here.